Crazy

You know when you spend to much time at the hospital when the doctor asks you are you here again? (Always I've moved in). After seeing the diabetic nurse which is always fun as she's not actually that much older than me but brilliant. My last hba1c was 15.1 in may (don't no what the average is in other countries but the UKs is between 4-7) I had my latest blood test last week and its come down to 10 OMG which is really good for how much shit I am dealing with at the moment. After the nurse I went to see my shrink who thought I looked really well? (I'm a good actor) who then said he would wheel me (still in a wheelchair) back to the main entrance what I wasent expecting was him to literally run down down the corridor pushing me! I was scared to death bearing in mind that my wheelchair likes to stop for no apparent reason I thought I was gonna be fired out of it. But luckily I wasent.

Human traffic

Since being in a temporary wheelchair I know exactly how a baby feels. After going into town on Saturday with a couple of friends made realise how scary it is to be wheeled into on coming human traffic. I don't like being pushed as it is (unless struggling) so being wheeled into to people is really frightening not knowing if there gonna move out the way or not but if they don't? (I will ram your ankles). But do have a hell of a lot admiration for disabled people specially when people are constantly stopping dead in front of you, every thing being on the top shelf and having to move things out of the way just so I can get through gaps. My wheelchair is a godsend it's my only access to the outside world and I really love being outside one of the reasons I love my job. This Friday ill find out if I can keep my beloved job and my dream.........